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Well, well, well... [29 Dec 2009|02:48am]
[ mood | creative ]

How's everyone doing?  Who's still around here?

I came back to the site to read some old stuff and didn't realize just how long its been since I've written in here.  It's been a long long time.  I'd like to rekindle my Journal writing and perhaps begin writing more as my New Years Resolution. 

2010 sounds like the year to do so... what do you think?

3 Orales| KE???

Hmmm... [02 Aug 2007|06:12pm]
[ mood | bored ]

*Peeking in....

Hi Crack!

*Going back to Myspace...


Ah yes... [28 Jul 2006|05:06pm]
Just thought i'd drop in, say hi...ya know...I actually usually only come in here to read crack's entries...

:::you always seem to entertain me Miss...I'm SO SO happy for you:::

I hope everyone's doing awesome!


It's been a while... [07 Mar 2006|02:41pm]
Is everyone still out there??

I hope everyone's having a great 2006 so far...

Myspace anyone?? *rockera78@yahoo.com* look me up :)

[25 Sep 2005|02:05am]
[ mood | sore ]

I posted this in myspace, but I thought i'd post here as well...

Last night I celebrated my birthday at a club...so here's my story.

*As some of you noticed, I had a somewhat too much to drink (thanks to everyone who kept buying me drinks lol)...so this morning I woke up not knowing how the hell my sister got me into the house. I woke up with a huge hangover.

I was talking to Gina and all of a sudden I started having a really bad pain in my back and towards my stomach. I got off the phone and went out to tell my sister, the pain was horrible, getting worse each second. She got all scared cause I was just crying , sweating and getting really hot, and I was curled up on the couch. I of course don't have insurance, so my first thought was that I couldn't go to the hospital. I immediately told my sis to call Shay (since she always knows all this stuff), and she thought it could be kidney stones or an ulcer.

We get to the emergency room, it takes forever to get inside, or atleast feels like it, all the meanwhile, i'm throwing up and in so much pain. My sister and Gina were both there with me. They finally connected me to an IV, withdrew 4 tubes of blood and gave me some type of antibiotic.

Turns out I have gastristis and a peptic ulcer, and a UTI. All this is caused by any of the following: smoking, drinking, emotional distress and some foods. ALL OF THE ABOVE for me.

So now i'm at my sisters, i've been sleeping off an on all day. My arm hurts SO much because of the IV.

I guess this forces me to take better care of myself, which I never do. I get shit from everyone because I never go to the doctor, I don't eat right and it looks like eventually EVERYTHING finally caught up to me.

Now I can sit at home and worry about the bill that I'll be getting in the mail soon. I think I'll start a SICKIES MELINA fund...if everyone I know, gave me 5 bucks, I can possibly pay my bill...you guys down??

Ok off to drink liquids and stay in bed...

P.S. Thank you to my sister and G who were there. I probably would've croaked had I been alone at home. Love you guys!

2 Orales| KE???

Everybody hurts sometime... [20 Aug 2005|07:06pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

You know that feeling you get when you're nervous or about to hear real bad news? That feeling in your stomach...the constant pressure against your heart, that doesn't let you breath at a normal pace?

That's exactly what I feel right now.

1 Orale| KE???

[30 Jun 2005|12:56am]
[ mood | bored ]

Kindly lifted from goddessfrida .

Please leave a one-word comment that you think best describes me.

It can only be one word. No more.

Then copy & paste this in your journal so that I may leave a word about you.

6 Orales| KE???

San Fransisco Pride [29 Jun 2005|01:44am]
[ mood | tired ]


  • were able to get someone to drive with us and share gas bill
  • the weather was great...sunny but cold
  • lots of hot people
  • very peaceful
  • no crazy fights / no drama
  • a couple of our friends were fighting for me to their boifriend/ was called the weekend heartbreaker...lol
  • had real yummy clam chowder, shrimp and calamari at Fisherman's Wharf
  • stayed until monday


  • spent 4 really great wonderful days with my love
  • had really amazing sex
  • our special walk just her and i had on sunday night after we woke up from our naps at midnight
  • being the first to take my baby to the golden gate bridge and sausalito
  • the drive down the 101, just us, with the sunset to our right
  • filling out silly mad libs and eating really yummy chocolate on the drive


  • sharing a room with a really noisy annoying straight girl
  • having to stand around waiting for the gay couple in our group to get over their stupid fight
  • fighting with the stupid hotel staff
  • realizing the hotel rooms sucked
  • walking EVERYWHERE...achy feet!
  • getting up in the middle of night to pee and realizing the floor was REALLY cold


1 Orale| KE???

She approves! [09 Jun 2005|08:18pm]
[ mood | nostalgic ]

I usually have very random dreams, and have never once written about any of them. This one, however, was worth me blogging about...

The hardest death I have ever had to deal with was my grandma's. She died when I was 15, and I had always been very very close to her. I was her favorite (or atleast that's what she made me feel), she'd call me her "pecosita" and every Tuesday we'd go to TJ to go visit her. On those Tuesday mornings there was a "mercado sobre ruedas" (fleamarket) in her neighborhood and she would go every week. When we got to her house...she'd nod and whisper for me to go into her room, open her top drawer and see what she had for me...every Tuesday...a mango. There was only one...just for me. At that time I always looked forward to eating that mango, so yummy, but now, I think what I was really looking forward to, was spending those 10 mins alone with her, in her room, with the door closed (so her other grandchildren wouldn't get jealous) and she would sit there and watch me enjoy her little gift to me.

Every now and then I wonder, now that i'm a lesbian, and my hair's short, and I dress like a boy, and I have piercings and tattoos...would I still be her favorite? Would she still call me her Pecosita? Would she still have a mango for me when I'd go visit her? Or would she disapprove of my style...of my choices...of my sexual preference?

When she died I was devasted...I still miss her, I still cry...I still can't think about her without getting sad...and I still dream her. I dream her a lot, but lately my dreams were sad. I would dream that she would come back, but in my dream I knew she would leave me again. I wake up crying every time...

Two nights ago though, my dream was different. I didn't wake up crying. I woke up feeling so peaceful and happy. I don't remember the dream word for word. But I remember asking her if she still loved me and if she was ok with me being a lesbian. She told me when she was young, she loved girls. That she had asked her friend (that she actually hung out with a lot) to marry her. But since they lived in Mexico they were afraid. They were afraid to continue with their romance and that's when she met my grandfather and decided to have a family. She didn't exactly tell me she approved, not in those words,but she hugged me and she gave me that smile she would give me every Tuesday.

She approves. She loves me. I'm still her favorite. And..i'm still her Pecosita.

6 Orales| KE???

I was tagged... [09 Jun 2005|02:15am]
[ mood | bored ]

Mr thedrumfather  tagged me, so here it goes...

List your current six favorite songs, then pick six other people that have to do the same.

Here they go:

AMORCITO by Andrea Echeverri

NO by Shakira

A LIL BIT by 50 Cent

MR. BRIGHTSIDE by The Killers

SPEED OF SOUND by Coldplay


alright and the following people are it!!:








1st Season L.A.M.B. wallet [03 May 2005|11:55pm]

I'm selling a never used 1st season L.A.M.B. wallet, has a guitar strap and keychain...the only thing missing is the tags! 

I live in Los Angeles.  I'll accept a check or money order, once I recieve it I'll send your package!  I'll provide a cell phone number and we can make arrangements if you live in the city. 

Please add the shipping charge ($5-$10) depending on how you want me to send it.

Bidding so far is at $125, not including shipping costs (i'll let you know when it's sold)...if you're interested send me an email a.s.a.p. at rockera78@yahoo.com!   If I don't get any replies I will be selling it on EBAY (by May 15th)...i'd much rather sell it on here though! 


And here she is...Collapse )
7 Orales| KE???

Right now... [20 Apr 2005|01:48am]
[ mood | tired ]

Went to the movies to watch Fever Pitch with my friend Gina...cute, but glad we didn't have to pay for it. Had Cold Stone afterwards...Mmmmm.

It's my girl's bday this weekend...Friday, she's all mine, i'm baking her cookies and we're going to dinner. Saturday she graduates, is officially a Chef...so we're doing her ceremony, lunch with friends and family, then dancing at night. Sunday, lunch with other friends. Busy weekend...

Anyone going to the Suites?? That's where we'll be :)

1 Orale| KE???

Kinda cool, eh? [05 Apr 2005|04:39am]
[ mood | amused ]



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8 Orales| KE???

Guess who's back? [05 Apr 2005|04:22am]
[ mood | lazy ]

Before I go into updating, I first wanted to say HI! I haven't updated on here because I'm consumed with MySpace and to be honest, I do all my updating there. If you have an account there...you should add me. Check out my page, the link is in my info under "webpage". 

So much has happened since my last update...which was like 2 months ago. 

My baby and I are doing great...moving in with her in about 2 months (as soon as my lease is up), even though we spend pretty much every day together.  We're officially engaged. 

I got laid off from my job again and haven't really looked around...getting in tune with doing that now. 

I'll try to post more...hope everyone is doing great :)

1 Orale| KE???

Let's see what comes up... [28 Jan 2005|12:22pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Reply to this post and...

1. I will tell you what song reminds me of you.

2. I will tell you what celebrity/public/fictional person you remind me of, either personality-wise or looks-wise.

3. I will give you one word that I associate with you when I think of you.

4. I will tell you what color(s) I associate with you.

Then gank this for your page and make someone else's day as well.

12 Orales| KE???

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